So for reasons unknown by man I like to totally change my views on everything. Although I dont know how to explain it that much. Its just that when I have to do the same thing every day I just need to change. Well right now I feel like a new man and im very shur that its that time for me to change. I dont think that much will change about the blog other than a different approach at things and I might read what I put down before publishing it. Im not tired, my body is still killing me, and my mind feels so clear for the first time in forever. Im ready to learn and im going to double time it to a library get some books and get some new music for my ipod. If I dont do this right then I will sink right back into my darkest part of my head.
By now I have spent so much time with myself that I know what I like, what makes me feel good, what makes me sad, what makes me mad, how I talk, why I write in that weird way, why I think the way I do. If anything I love to be around things I hate but hate to be around things that I cant stand. Like that picture up on the top. I dont even like it but I just thought it looked good at the moment I first saw it.
Just dont try to figure me out to fast people cus the next day I will change everything about me. Then again im still going to be shy just not as much as I used to be.
(this change of mind can last from a few days to a year depending on how good I feel)
you cant beat postive thinking, i am happy you are doing good, so much i wanna hug you. keep up this attuide, do good and good should follow you.
ReplyDeletebut make sure you have a plan with a big red folder. ahhaha