I dont want to go to school for all the wrong reasons. Its just that so many cute guys have been showing up in my classes. Then I get so much attention from them. I love the fact that they give me some attention but I hate the spotlight. Then for the first time in two years past forever, my first love (i still love him) looked my way. I miss him so much. I dont know why I did what I had done to him but I think I deserve what hes doing to me.
(It makes me sad thinking about him)
First love - amazing, dreamy, wonderful - but usually imperfect - because neither of us is ready for the experience, or strong enough to hold everything together while the relationship, and the individuals within it, grow.
ReplyDeleteSo - savour the memory, and then store it away deeply in a special place, and don't go back there for a while. Use the experience to make the next one work better. Above all, move forward with a smile, because if you hang on to the past, it will make your present miserable, and prejudice any happiness in the future.
You sweet man - I expect you will say 'but I can't possibly do that.' Your choice, of course. Though I think lfe has a lot to offer someone like you, and you have a lot to offer someone else!
thats wat school is for
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