So one of the reasons that I had started this blog was to give me a distraction during the day and at first the night. Now ive been thinking about smoking weed and the 'joy' it used to bring me. Over the last week ive been thinking about it but nothing has gotten past that.
At school this morning this guy that I talk to some times took out something and said smell this. So I did and i smelt blueberries!!! So I asked what it was and he said it was weed and showed me a small bag. I got that nostalgic feeling and started talking about the past, just like every other fucking stoner. I told you im starting to get weak, I cant hold on forever. I stoped for a reason but now it seems that reason is fading away.
I dont think a lot of people want to me to go on about this, so I want you to know that im a long way from going back. It will take a lot more then some visuals from going back.
(if i do start up again i will stop this blog because it will have lost its meaning)
Good. I'm far away from judging people that smokes weed, it's just I see as a very destructive. Much much more than drinking much alcohol and only little more that smoking cigarettes. All of those can be addictive, I just feel that weed is much more addictive and destroyable for health than alcohol.
ReplyDeleteWell... if you feel like you need to talk or just be listened you will find many friendly people here.
It seldom hurts to look back, from time to time: it helps to know how we got 'here', and can guide us on the way 'there'.
ReplyDeleteUltimately the route involves decisions; the trick is to make sure they are yours =]