S&M

Love is the worst thing ive ever seen. In more then one way have I seen it tear up a mans life.

I really want to write something right now but I dont know what to wright about. All I can do is sit and look into my small toy pikachu and hope somehow I will get some inspiration. Im afraid now that I might trip over my words because ive lost my support.

I could tell you about my english class and everything that goes on, but knowing me I would mix up two guys and without knowing certain things then you would get lost anyways. I could aslo tell you about bunny but if I do that then people would think that we are in love because of our actions. Ok maby I might do that, a short rant it is and I will talk about bunny.

So ive noticed that when I try to be a better friend to her she seems to back away and would rather go off on her own. When I dont try to do anything and be close to only myself and not talk a lot she tends to start talking to me more and more and she also likes to hold on tight. Not in a 'your my friend and I never want to let go' way, but more in a 'I love you and I want to hold on to you forever' type of way. I want more then anything to just hold anyone lovingly and never let go but sometimes that can backfire.

Its when people around us think that we are together because she is obviously the type of kinky girl thats into S&M (we are both into that kind of stuff) and of course people probably think im her M because im "always following her around" and "letting her do whatever to me". Even this one time before school started she grabbed my leg because I was worm and put it in between her two legs. I dont care as long as im able to be held onto by someone who should of been a man.

Im glad that she let go of my leg before some guy I really cared about came strolling by. I bet that the guy who I wait for before class might think we are together because sometimes I will be standing against a pole/wall and she will come up to me and hold me. Then when class starts I will look over at him and he sometimes will look up and look away real fast because he just saw me and bunny holding each other a few minutes ago. Then every other day he will just stare back. I know what hes going through, I went though the same thing when I fell for a guy that had a girlfriend but he would try and hit on me. I later found out that he was into S&M, and he has a fit body with scratch marks all over his back!

Well it looks like I got over my writers block really fast when I started thinking about my bunny

(In case your just tuning in Bunny=best friend and is a girl)