Ive never met anyone that could walk past me and look past my eyes. Never in my short life have I ever felt like someone has finally looked in my soul. Its been a while sense I have opened up my heart up like this.
It feels like ive been traveling for days just to meet this guy, this guy who can rip apart my soul with a look. Deep in my heart I feel like I have walked too far. I feel like I should have stopped to at least show him the blood in my veins.
Oh but to say that would be idiotic, because with that look of his, he was able to see ever time I died, every time I cried, Every time I wished I was dead. With that simple look of his he knew every one I killed, every one I loved, Every I one touched.
Now I feel that without his eyes looking at me I cant live, I wont ever be the same. I dont think that I will ever have the same viewpoint because after seeing his, I wont ever be returning to that simple little life I once knew to be "life".
It feels like ive been traveling for days just to meet this guy, this guy who can rip apart my soul with a look. Deep in my heart I feel like I have walked too far. I feel like I should have stopped to at least show him the blood in my veins.
Oh but to say that would be idiotic, because with that look of his, he was able to see ever time I died, every time I cried, Every time I wished I was dead. With that simple look of his he knew every one I killed, every one I loved, Every I one touched.
Now I feel that without his eyes looking at me I cant live, I wont ever be the same. I dont think that I will ever have the same viewpoint because after seeing his, I wont ever be returning to that simple little life I once knew to be "life".
Well, well. He must be special, to affect you this deeply. G =]
ReplyDeleteNow that I re-read it, at the end it sounds that this guy is the benefactor for me wanting to start smoking again. I have to say that he isnt and I think only one guy can make me start. I know of another guy that made me stop.
ReplyDeleteI also fixed some of the errors so now it looks much nicer. I liked the way this one came out!
If you must know this is what I listen to when I made this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjKGVMgExEg
That amazing feeling of being totally opened to a person, completely at their mercy.
ReplyDeleteThinking and feeling vividly and acutely like this makes life special. Dull the pain and you lose this as well.