it's really hard to say much cos you haven't said what makes you think/feel it
but if you think something is wrong then it is soooo important to talk to someone who can help early. you have to do something before it gets out of hand
(and weed just makes keeping a grip on the real world a whole lot harder. just don't go there)
Well kid...and I mean that affectionately: I remember precisely what I felt at your age and much of it was similar but at a time when looking at your buddy's assets could cause all kinds of hell for you, including a trip to a head shrinker to fix your thinking...Maybe there's still too much of that today but it doesn't mean you're going crazy!! Have a little pride in who you are,and understand that those that judge you that way are probably very stupid or insecure or both and you could fix their thinking and all that, but, believe it or not, you are still a kid and that's an adult's job!! Try to have a little fun with it! You are who you are and getting comfortable with it will make a big difference in you life...You should enjoy all the hot young guys around you, even tho they're not all in love with you...Nobody can stop you from a rich fantasy life and a strong right hand (assuming you're right handed) so have fun, screw it, you'll be middle-aged too soon!!! And, by the way, a positive guy is oh so much more attractive to all those hot young studs... I gotta go, I'm working up a sweat already!!!
it's really hard to say much cos you haven't said what makes you think/feel it
ReplyDeletebut if you think something is wrong then it is soooo important to talk to someone who can help early. you have to do something before it gets out of hand
(and weed just makes keeping a grip on the real world a whole lot harder. just don't go there)
Billy has it.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry not to be around and commenting as often.
I will try and do better, but I know that Billy and I seem to think along the same lines. Talk to someone. [hugz] G =]
Well kid...and I mean that affectionately: I remember precisely what I felt at your age and much of it was similar but at a time when looking at your buddy's assets could cause all kinds of hell for you, including a trip to a head shrinker to fix your thinking...Maybe there's still too much of that today but it doesn't mean you're going crazy!! Have a little pride in who you are,and understand that those that judge you that way are probably very stupid or insecure or both and you could fix their thinking and all that, but, believe it or not, you are still a kid and that's an adult's job!!
ReplyDeleteTry to have a little fun with it! You are who you are and getting comfortable with it will make a big difference in you life...You should enjoy all the hot young guys around you, even tho they're not all in love with you...Nobody can stop you from a rich fantasy life and a strong right hand (assuming you're right handed) so have fun, screw it, you'll be middle-aged too soon!!! And, by the way, a positive guy is oh so much more attractive to all those hot young studs... I gotta go, I'm working up a sweat already!!!