Ive past you up these past 3 years. I know its a bad time to say it now but.... I think I love you! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I just cant find the right way to say it. Should I be happy? That way you know how relieved I am to finally able to say it. Or relaxed, just like the fonz, "Aaaaayyy... i love you man, now lets go chill at my place." Maybe you might be impressed and think im cool.
I cant ignore these feelings that I have had bottled up for the last 3 long years. Even trying to make a real poem is hard, but I havent stoped trying. I know that when I see you at school I know just what to say. Now I just need to wait a couple of months.
I just hope this doesnt end up like the last person I loved.
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A boy I loved
ReplyDeleteWe enjoyed a long, hot summer of fucking every way we could find and with 'love'.
In the autumn he went up to Cambridge.
I visited him once in Cambridge, in his rooms. I think I had to sleep on the settee.
It wasn't love for him at all. It was a lovely hot summer of sex, every way we knew how.
I've fallen in love twice more since then and it's been third time lucky. That's with Pete, my Partner.
I think the reason why it is so hard to define 'love' is because it is a word - ink on a page - static. For me, 'love' is a dynamic, living thing: it is different every time I have found it, which is not so often as you might think. One thing that is common, is that each time it is all-consuming, bitter and sweet, and delightful.
ReplyDeleteTake it for what it is, and delight in it. I hope the waiting won't be too hard. G =]