I dont want to call it love,how about a mutual agreement between two friends?
Today, we got to talk for a good long while. We were late to our 1st period but it was worth it.
I think he wants someone to love him, I only wish I had it in me to love him. I feel like im just going to let him down some day.
love is many things; the one thing it isn't is selfish... The fact that you are worried about that, means that you are on your way to loving him. Of course, no one knows what love may bring; it comes on gossamer wings... love?<3 tman
ReplyDeleteLove is a big word that can complicate things. Take it slowly and learn to trust each other, and trust yourself.
ReplyDeleteIt would be great to grow amanita mushrooms like that!
Sounds good: has the most chance of success. You won't let him down, of course. You might let yourself down, but that's another story.
ReplyDeleteHave a great weekend.
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Hope you're OK kid....luv<3 tman
ReplyDeleteI'll try to make this short. Back in 1975 I fell for a fellow high school sophomore. We had sex a few times and wanted to take it farther but back then it was difficult. He moved a year later. It took me about 2 years to get over him. Recently I found him on the internet, Married to a good man and having a great life. I myself have had a great life but know I wonder what if it would be like if I kept up with him. The good times we could of had the past 35 years or so. If I had to do over I would go for the love and not worry about the oppression I(we)would have experienced. For the love would have been greater.
ReplyDeleteI think perhaps that you have moved on. If that is the case, it has been wonderful reading your posts and chatting with you from time to time.
ReplyDeleteYou have been a great friend, and I will often think of you. I hope you drop us all a line once in a while, to let us know how things go.
Namaste. G =]
yeah kid, same here!! I hope you're doing well... I think about you often...I guess you have lots going on, but like 'Doomed But Cheerful' said, keep in touch... we do wonder!! luv, tman<3<3
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