best nights of my life

So for the last few nights that ive been able to get allot of sleep I have been dreaming. For me thats odd because I dont dream that much but it makes me so happy and even happier that im having the best dreams in my life. From really old friends to the first guy that I ever met. The first guy that ever met me want to push my life to the edge and end my life.
My favorite was tonights dream. I miss middle school, way back when I used to go to one of those white schools that hold all the snotty kids. Well I had about 3 friends that I was really close to and helped me out allot. I miss those days with really good friends. Back then people stayed out of my business.
My past had so many more good time than bad times but im thinking about my past way too much. Im still making them and im making much better ones also. Im so glad that im, the world that I know know would be so different! I asked my best friend what it would be like if I was straight and she said that she would of fucked me, and the bad thing is that shes not kidding.
If you didnt know that I was gay then you would think that we were together. Its not my fault that I like to hold people in my arms for as long as possible and it just so happens that she does the same. We will hold each other until someone comes by to talk to us bet even then she likes to stay close to me.
I dont think that stuff like that will help people know that im gay, that and when I say I love her. She could be naked and I wouldnt give a damn but the minute that a guy sees her, he just fell in love for the first time. But I think thats why she likes me around sometimes, to fight off all the guys and to be her friend more than anything. She knows more about me then she should and thats not a bad thing but I still hate her for it.

(I love my friends more than anything in the world and they love me back)