Im no poet (9)

The first day you turned around was a weird day. It was weird because I knew something about you was different. i couldnt pinpoint what it was then but now I know. Now I know what it was that made me so attracted to you. It was like you were trying to call out to me. I could feel you reaching out to me, but i didnt know what to do.

This would had been new to me, and if it had been my decision then I would of gotten up right there and then! But at the time I was in love with another human and I was blinded. Im sorry that I didnt see you then. Im sorry I tried not talking to you. Im sorry I turned down all signs of love from you.

I was young, and I was still very very afraid. After everything I loved riped and burned my heart I didnt know that you had been right around the corner trying to make yourself into my world. Im glad I didnt let you into that dark and lonely world. It world would have killed your soul.

I cant believe that even to this day your still around. I cant even think of the right words to say because this story isnt even over. I can only hope this one doesnt end with a bang.