I feel as though that I have to explain my relationship with this guy im with. Lets just call him my boy toy. I feel so sad when I say it but we dont have anything to serious. He isnt that smart and thinks about himself to much. PLUS I still want Eric.
Ive just been spending some time thinking. Thinking about how school is going to be this year. I wonder how many teachers passed me, and how many teachers liked me so they decided to pass me dispite me hardly turning anything in. Last school year I passed because the teachers liked me. This year at least I got to show of how smart I am. But teachers dont just look at smarts these days. They try and stick to the rules as much as they can. I bet I at least got a few teachers to bend the rules for me. I just hope I passed chemistry... I forgot to go back and finish the finnal x[ Lets not forget that I completly didnt show up the last day of school.
I wonder whats going to happen with me & Eric. I feel sad because these last three years Ive tried to ignore him the best I could but I failed so much at that. I cant help but think that I only like him because he is incredibly hot... but he isnt that smart.
Its only now that I realize that I should go after this other guy named Mark. He is cute and smart.
I dont know why you would want to read this. I hope you didnt expect something out of it. Just seems like pointless rambling to me.
who says rambling must have a point? sometimes it helps just to write it all down and get it out of your head
ReplyDeleteso many assholes pass cos they scam the system. it's good that a nice guy passes cos they like you. i call it karma.
ReplyDeleteI wish it were easy to be fair to the students I dislike, as well as generous to the ones I detest in the same measure as I try not to be too generous to the ones I like; but like my students, I am human too! So, if being liked gets you somewhere, then why not just enjoy the ride!
ReplyDeleteAs for rambling and such like - it's much like any other kind of analysis - it doesn't matter which method you use, just so long as you do spend some time thinking about stuff: it makes what you do later so much more valid - that is to say, you do things beause you thought about them, and not just a reaction - that's what animals do!
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