I feel horrible that the guy that ive let into my bed for the last couple of weekends only wanted me for sex. I shouldn't have even let him inside of my house. I knew I could never have any feelings for him after. I didnt even want to hold him or sleep facing toward him after. I kind of wanted him to leave on the light, I know he wanted to think about his ex. It makes me want to go get high, drunk, so fucked up that I wont ever remember him again... I hope he moved back to his own state.
And that guy in the last picture isnt me... its just some random pic.
I guess that at some time or other, we all wake up one morning feeling like that - slightly used, and a bit 'ew', even if the sex was good. It doesn't make it any better, but at least you are not the only one.
ReplyDeleteLook after that precious heart of yours =]*
i wonder if its worse to feel used or feel like a user
ReplyDeletecute kitty
Hey, kid... I'm so sorry that you feel like that... It sounds like you hooked up with a self absorbed loser... And, that's what he is, if he ignores you, after sex... I was there, a few times, and I know it hurts, but, don't degrade yourself and turn to chemicals... That just becomes a crutch... Instead... Rep[eat after me... I am of pure heart, and I care about people, sometimes, too much... You can wound me if you're mean, but, not fatally, because, I know that I deserve better...
ReplyDeleteListen, the world is full of all kinds of people, but not all of them are like this guy... Sometimes, it's better to still be looking, than to settle for someone that hurts you like this...
I'll send a hug along- I'll bet you need one right now! I'd send a cute picture, too, but, I'd never be able to beat the one that you posted!! love you!! tman<3