July 17, 2010

You have been a place for me to go to when I wanted to talk about guys and when times went bad. You have been like a father to me when I needed the advise. I kind of miss not having things to say because my life just seems so boring. You would get tired of me saying 'true blood today' every weekend. I dont want you to think im doing good things with my life either... i havnt felt more unproductive in years. I dont read and I havnt worked on a project in months.

I miss talking to you after I wrote that... maybe its because Ive been blind to my own problems and it kept me from doing anything to fix it. I need to get my life back on track.

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  1. Hey kid... I don't know what's happening, but, I told you before that I'm always here, if you need someone to talk to... I'm sorry to hear that you're so sad... It's been a tough summer for me, too... Work has been spotty, so, I've spent a lot of time, wring the remembrances of my youth on my blog... At least that made me feel a little productive, which is really important, if you're sad. Try not to dwell on negative things; I know it's not easy some times to find the good in life, but, it really is there, if you know where to look. Anyone that tells you different is just having a hard time too!! Well, you know how to reach me... I certainly don't want to intrude, but, I'll leave you with this- I love you, and wish nothing but the best for you... I hope that helps, even if it's just a little!! luv, tman<3

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  2. hang in there man .... lots of people in blogland who like to listen

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  3. I get up, make breakfast, drive to work, teach, drive home, make food, eat, shower, sleep ... Repeat

    There are periods of rapid and chaotic developments, and periods when apparently little goes on. My trick is to set a goal, and go hard at it.

    It's the quiet moments that give you time to reflect, and sometimes feel a bit sad: we are under enormous (self-induced, and sometimes external) pressure to 'perform', to 'do well', and to 'succeed'.

    I reckon success can be measured by the simple fact that you get up the next morning, and have a go at the day.

    A lifetime with just one day of joy is in itself not a failure -- it is merely characterized as being a life that had only one day of joy.

    Of course, I wish you far more than that!

    Times like this are when I regret being in such a weird timezone =/

    Getting your life on track sounds like the first of many excellent, and very achievable goals. Little steps will take you on a long journey, just the same as strides. Little steps are a good way to start.

    Thinking of you. G =]

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